Gods grace is so amazing and wonderful! Last night was one of the most wonderful nights in a long time. Going through the in and outs of the daily grind and in my flesh forgetting all together the one who saved me; He wakes me from my stupor in the middle of the night to remind me who He is! It was around 2:30 am and I literally could not sleep. I kept thinking about my ailing grandfather and the fact that the Lord has not opened his eyes to the truth yet. I went straight to the couch and started at Romans 3:23. Remembering what He has done for me and realizing that Dandy NEEDS Christ more than anything right now. More than the pills that he must consume, more than the daily exercises that they make him do each morning, and yes even more than the nourishment of food. My God is a God of promise and family. So, my mission right now is to pray consistently for my grandfather. He saved the thief on the cross He can save Dandy! The words to J.J. Hellers song Your Hands rang in my head as I prayed this morning...

I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
that you would take my pain away
-you would take my pain away

I am trying to understand
how to walk this weary land
Make straight the path that crooked lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
-Oh Lord before these feet of mine

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave your hands

When you walked upon the earth
you healed the broken lost and hurt
I know you hate to see me cry
One day you will set all things right
-yea one day you will set all things right

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave your hands
Your hands
Your hands that shaped the world
Are holding me
they hold me still
Your hands that shaped the world

----That song reminds me that He is sovereign and even when things are unfathomable he is in control. He has Dandy in his hands. And that brings great comfort to me.
me. I am making it my mission to learn how to play this song on my guitar before this yr is over. :)


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